guide of my soul

is that some kind of joke or what? seems it doesn't look like that... but actually i don't know the meaning of 'guide of the soul' is that some kind of angel or what? suddenly i realized that some human being is trying to be guide of my soul can you do that? while i am still like this if i say i love you... is that enough for you? if i say i mean it... is it clear enough for you? if i say i need you... is it look like a fake? don't hurt me more with your words... stop just right there... coz you don't know how does it feel... so deep and getting deeper when you were there... ps: its just a poet from part of my emotional,cruel,unrespect heart and its components don't take too serious coz the words are nothing than what you've done to me thank you...

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